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Siapa hayoo? xixix malu deh

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04/08/12

Blog, hari ini.. aku galau (⌣́_⌣̀) rasanya tuh seneng, sedih, takut, khawatir, bingung campur jadi satu..
seneng> kamu terbuka sama aku,
Sedih> kamu lg bingung milih 2 cewek
Takut>apa yang aku lakuin ini percuma
Khawatir> takut banget kalo kamu tuh flat sama aku
bingung> bingung aku harus ngapain
bingungnya tu.. kek minum obat yang nyangkut di tenggorokan, ditelen gak bisa, dikeluarin juga gak bisa. Bisanya nahan sakit pahit, dan diungkapkan pada tetesan air mata, apa yang gak bisa di ungkapin dari mulut, bakal aku ungkapkan melalui kata dalam air mata #wushh..bahasaselangit
kebahagiaanmu kamu yang tentukan, mau bersama siapa dan mau apa
sedang kebahagiaanku gak bisa dipaksaain, kalo ada orang yang tersakiti.. lebih baik mengalah kalau itu bukan pilihan.
tapi orang bebas menentukan keinginan mereka.

Blog
nunggu kamu, sadar!
aku ada!
sesungguhnya dia adalah diriku, tapi kautak pernah menyadari itu, dia selalu menunggumu untuk nyatakan cinta..
Blog, aku siap untuk bertahan dan siap untuk kalah, tapi  aku belum siap untuk berjalan
sesuatu gak bisa ngeluarin obat dari tenggorokanku, kecuali aku sendiri.siap sakit tapi bentar atau sakit selamanya..
keputusan ada pada Allah swt

Kalo cerita soal 01.. kita udah temenan biasa. Yaaaaa temen biasa.

Curhat

Hai Blog=)) aku bakal ceritain semua yg terjadi pada ku akhir akhir ini:(
Blog, kan aku suka adek kelas tuh yaa.. tapi waktu aku mau deketin dia 01 malah deketin aku, dia ngajak balikan dia nyesel katanya, sampek dia tuh cerita sama temen dekeet ku jugaa, nahloh
sebelum itu dia baru aja putus sama pacarnya, dan pacarnya itu sekelas sama aku, dan keknya dia juga masih suka sama 01. aku harus gimana Blog? sedih deh
aku juga ngrasa gak enak sama pacarnya/mantannya 01
tapi 01 malah blg "yo ra ngono sij, kan wes ra ono hubungane" nahloh? galau nih

Cristina Perry-a Thousand Years

heartbeats fast
colors and promises
how to be brave
how can i love when i’m afraid to fall
but watching you stand alone
all of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
one step closer

i have died everyday waiting for you
darling don’t be afraid i have loved you
for a thousand years
i love you for a thousand more

time stands still
beauty in all she is
i will be brave
i will not let anything take away
what’s standing in front of me
every breath
every hour has come to this
one step closer

i have died everyday waiting for you
darling don’t be afraid i have loved you
for a thousand years
i love you for a thousand more

and all along i believed i would find you
time has brought your heart to me
i have loved you for a thousand years
i love you for a thousand more

one step closer
one step closer

i have died everyday waiting for you
darling don’t be afraid i have loved you
for a thousand years
i love you for a thousand more

and all along i believed i would find you
time has brought your heart to me
i have loved you for a thousand years
i love you for a thousand more

Nikka Costa- First Love

Everyone can see
There's a change in me
The all say I'm not the same
Kid I used to be

Don't go out and play
I'll just dream all day
They don't know what's wrong with me
And I'm too shy to say

Reff:
It's my first love
What I'm dreaming of
When I go to bed
When I lay my head upon my pillow
Don't know what to do

My First love
He thinks that I'm too young
He doesn't even know
Wish that I could show him what I'm feeling
Coz I'm feeling my first love

Mirror on the wall
Does he care at all?
Will he ever notice me?
Could he ever fall?

Tell me Teddy Bear
Why love is so unfair?
Will I ever find a way?
And answer to my pray?

Back to Reff

My first love

Remember When

Remember when I cried to you a thousand times
I told you everything
You know my feelings
It never crossed my mind
That there would be a time
For us to say goodbye
What a big surprise

But I’m not lost
I’m not gone
I haven’t forgot

[Chorus:]
These feelings I can’t shake no more
These feelings are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I’m not coming back around
These feelings I can’t take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It’s getting harder to pretend
And I’m not coming back around again

Remember when…
I remember when it was together till the end
Now I’m alone again
Where do I begin?
I cried a little bit
You died a little bit
Please say there’s no regrets
And say you won’t forget
But I’m not lost

I’m not gone
I haven’t forgot

[Chorus:]
These feelings I can’t shake no more
These feelings are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I’m not coming back around
These feelings I can’t take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It’s getting harder to pretend
And I’m not coming back around again
Remember when…

That was then
Now it’s the end
I’m not coming back
I can’t pretend
Remember When

[Chorus:]
These feelings I can’t shake no more
These feelings are running out the door
I can feel it falling down
And I’m not coming back around
These feelings I can’t take no more
This emptiness in the bottom drawer
It’s getting harder to pretend
And I’m not coming back around again..

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entah kenapa? aku pengen ngepost di blog ku yang udah lama gak aku buka,
rasanya aku pngen curhat tentang aku selama ini,
aku seneng udah bisa deket lagi sama boy
aku udah deket sama seorang cwok yang nothing special buat aku, tapi dia ckup berati
tapi kenapa? saat kayak ginituh ada waktu kita mau pisah? ditunda gitu.. aku masih nyaman di 8D kelas yang bakal aku kangenin, full of memories
:") mulai dari krisna dan devian yang gokil, sarmadi dan alan yang soksokan haha, suryodan nando best couple *cuit* anand dan rista yang pendiem, ocik, mimi, titah trio TOA haha, vega yang eksis, sabrina yang nantang wkwkw, ajeng yang kepo dan sebelahnya yang cukup cocok sama ajeng it's vera, ahaha
then musti dan ulfa yang super pedes, fani dan widya yang kompak, titah yang setia, pokoknya anymore

Giraffe :D

Long time ago in jungle, there was a castle. In the castle lived a king. King so rich but he felt so lonely. Until one day, he had an idea to make a event and so he would not feel lonely.
Then he announced it to all creatures that lived in Jungle.

Old time, giraffe had a short neck and ugly like a donkey. until giraffe found the King's event. The event was eating the apple friut in treewithout touching the twig and must used mouth. The apple tree was so high like castle, giraffe was not sure to follow the event but Giraffe wanted the present. The present was beautiful fur and crown. Giraffe believe to himself that he could do it and brought back the present. When event started all creatures tried, started from human, human used stick to jump but human always failed. King laughed andfelt to be entertained, then monkey, monkay could eat the friut but monkey touched the twig and elephant, elephant didnot touch the twig but not like monkey, elephant used noise. Finally Giraffe tried to eat the friut, all creatures laughed not except King, Giraffe couldn't eat, Giraffe felt embarrased and run with cried to center of Jungle alone.
Then a parrot came and said 'eat friut and vegetable so you can grow' Giraffe believed it and ate all vegetable in jungle. Wow... Giraffe grew so fast,

 now Giraffe had a long neck and could eat the friut and went back to event. All creatures didn't believed and appalled by Giraffe. Finally Giraffe could eat the friut without touching thw twig. All creatures was applauded him then King gave the present to Giraffe that was beautiful fur and crown . giraffe looked awesome. All creatures, Giraffe, and King were happy.

The End

Anything

kini semua cinta dan kenangan yang aku punya telah berakhir,

semua terbang bersama balon,

terbang tinggi berusaha menjauhi ku sebisa mungkin

semua ku lepas dengan ikhlas,

terkikis oleh api,

melayang seperti asap

meleleh seperti lilin

dan membakar sepeti api

terimakasih untuk semua warna yang telah kau beri

untuk hidupku,

entah sampai kapan...

aku terus seperti ini

mungkin....

hingga aku mendengar musik

yang membawa ku ke tempat semula

hingga aku menemuka balon baru ku untuk

aku genggam sesaat atau selamanya

dan aku menanti itu..

yang bisa membuat ku bahagia dan merasa

bahagia dan selalu bahagia

sampai balon itu meletus dan aku

menangis untuk itu..

yaaaa aku menanti balon baruku

yang akan datang entah kapan

dan aku percaya ia akan datang besok...

 dan aku tau aku tidak akan mendapat balonku

jika aku masih menggenggam balon lama ku,

dan saat aku telah menggengam balon baruku

itulah saat semuanya berubah

(っˆ зˆ)っ IBU

Kaulah nafasku, titik hidupku,
Hanya kau detak jantungku,
Seluruh ragaku abdikan untuk kebahagiaanmu,
Langkahku hampa tanpamu,
Kau terangi jalan hidupku, Tunjukan arah ku
Seorang yang buatku haru, kan ku ingat sepanjang
masa hidupku
Cahaya matamu, sinar kemuliaanmu
Binar senyumu, adalah pelangi penuh rindu
Nyawamu, kau taruhkan untukku
peluhmu berarti untuk setiap detik denyut nadiku
Tanpamu Ibu, Aku tak bisa menghirup udara dunia,
Kau segalanya untukku
terimakasihku hanya untuk seorang IBU